Justin Bieber still has love for his ex Selena Gomez — even though he is a married man.
A Miami music source tells PEOPLE of the “What Do You Mean?” singer, who secretly tied the knot with Hailey Baldwin, 21, in September, “He is not over Selena.”
“This was his first great love and while he was young and traveling around the world as a superstar, he learned a great deal from her,” the source explains of Bieber, 24, and Gomez, 26.
The source says that Gomez’s health struggle is taking a toll on Bieber. Gomez, who was hospitalized twice in the last few weeks for a low white blood cell count, recently entered dialectical behavior therapy after suffering a panic attack during her second hospitalization.
“He may or may not have made a mistake with his recent marriage but he was extremely upset over what has happened to Selena,” the music source explains. “He feels like she is part of his life and he wants her to happy and healthy.”
A source close to Bieber tells PEOPLE, though, that Bieber’s public displays of emotion were unrelated to Gomez.
“Hailey makes him super happy,” the Bieber source said. “He feels bad that Selena isn’t doing well, but that has nothing to do with his gloomy mood a few days ago.”